My dear persona, my guise as I leave the safety of my home...
You have served me well all these years protecting me from the lies and deceit of this ugly world...
Accompanying me in my times of solitude, comforting me when no one was there for me...
I have loved you more than I have loved anyone else...
But it is time for you to go, and let me love others as how I had loved you...
Allow me the chance to live life as life truly is, feel pain as it truly hurts, feel happiness as it truly brings joy, not by our own ideals and definition, but by how God has made it all possible...
For there is a need in this world, I have a duty to carry out, and I cannot grow stronger if I do not get hurt...
I cannot be so self centered anymore...
So please, return to your world, where you are free to roam...
And let me return to reality, where I truly belong...
I will be fine, don't you ever worry...
I want to experience the beauty that God has created in this world filled with the ugliness of man...
Goodbye my beloved persona...
May our paths never meet again...
Sunday, March 9, 2008
Saturday, March 8, 2008
Wake Up Call
You are living your life utilizing your potential the best that you can, maybe you have higher standards for yourself, but still you are doing so much more than what I am doing with my life. How could I ever be so blind? All this while, I have not been living my life to its optimum potential, I know that all too well for I am able to do so much more, but I chose to continue to live life contented with what I have, immersed in the little pleasures that my simple lifestyle could provide.
No, this is not what I am destined for. I am not just able, I am blessed with much more untapped potential within me, all hidden deep inside this physique that I have only begin to know and discover even though I have had it for my whole life.
I can honestly say I'm inspired by you, I want to live life like you do, having that perspective you hold as you view life, always keeping in check of your purpose, always questioning the significance in your actions, and knowing where you are heading.
There is no time to waste, I must make haste. I can't remain your rookie guardian forever. You made me realize that I have a dream, now I have the reason to chase after it. I hope one day as you save the lives of others, I would be able to save yours.
You said that you would choose to die if you lost your purpose, I would choose to die for the sake of my purpose. May God so help me to not only be a wanderer in search of tales, but also a wanderer in search of souls.
No, this is not what I am destined for. I am not just able, I am blessed with much more untapped potential within me, all hidden deep inside this physique that I have only begin to know and discover even though I have had it for my whole life.
I can honestly say I'm inspired by you, I want to live life like you do, having that perspective you hold as you view life, always keeping in check of your purpose, always questioning the significance in your actions, and knowing where you are heading.
There is no time to waste, I must make haste. I can't remain your rookie guardian forever. You made me realize that I have a dream, now I have the reason to chase after it. I hope one day as you save the lives of others, I would be able to save yours.
You said that you would choose to die if you lost your purpose, I would choose to die for the sake of my purpose. May God so help me to not only be a wanderer in search of tales, but also a wanderer in search of souls.
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